5 Weeks To Go {but who is counting!}

I have 5 weeks to go! This is going by way to fast. For the most part I am feeling pretty good, I have started to retain water in my legs and feet which is no fun! I really for some reason didn't even think that I would do that this time, but I am. I have the normal aches and pains, a lot of pressure, and A LOT of movement.



I am way nervous about only having 5 weeks to go, will my 3 pages of to do items get done? Will Christmas be taken care of, wrapped, and ready to go? Will some of our Christmas food be frozen and ready to pull out? Will my kids be prepared enough to go through the change of adding to our family without any problems? Will we have time to buy the baby stuff that we need? Oh the list could go on and on.



I am very nervous to think about how I am going to handle four kids. How will I at night time make dinner, do kids homework, bath time, story time, and bedtime all on time!



I am very excited to meet our new little guy! I am very excited to smell him, to hold him, to see what he looks like and what features he has that is like the other kids. Will he finally look so much like me that people notice it right away (I mean after all this is my 4 th child that I have carried and I have yet to hear those words, "Oh he looks just like you!"). I am very excited to sit in the hospital room with me, Carson, and the baby getting to know each other. I am looking forward to Marcus, Alec, and Olivia meeting their new baby brother.



I have mixed emotions on how much time we have left. I think I would rather work my butt off and be extremely tired by the end of the day so I have everything done, but so time will go by fast so we get add to our family!